Are you nuts?!
First things first, asking me if I am nuts is not really a
fair question. Have you met me? Of course I am nuts but
that has little to do with our family's decision to home school
our children. When I was first "exposed" to homeschooling it was
such a positive experience it left me with more questions than
answers. So many in fact that we were attending Home
school conferences during our first year of marriage (we didn't
have our first child until six years into our marriage).
When we purchased our home we didn't move into
a "bad school system" although our fall-back plan was the fact
that Colorado is an open enrollment state so really this was
not of concern for us. What started my discontentment was
when I realized that our growing town only had one elementary
school and that it was busting out at the seams. I joined
the grass roots efforts to add more funding to get a new school
and the bonds didn't pass. It was disheartening to learn of the
apathy there was toward our educational system. Not to mention a
quick look in the mirror of the same place I had been at just a
few years prior. Ouch!
My initial reasoning had to do with ratios.
A teacher can be the best teacher ever however, when ratios are
high the reality is that they are policing behavior and doing
very little teaching. I put my oldest in private school
for preschool and we had the best experience. Ratios were small,
teachers were awesome! There's very little criticism I
had, if any. Obviously the costs were high but that is
what you pay for and at least I was walking into it with eyes
(and wallet) wide open.
The thought of home schooling zapped in and
out of my head but I dared not think of it. I recalled all
of my past experiences with homeschooling and did not feel
adequate to take on such a task. I know better now and
realize that this is the "lie" that we are trained to believe.
I still felt that I was falling short since such an adventure
requires a healthy support group.
I put a list of things together that I needed...make that a spreadsheet.
Oh how I love spreadsheets! Wouldn't you know it God
answered each and every prayer.
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